Father's Legacy Bag

13. The Self-Taught Trial

The wooden house once again bore silent witness to an invisible struggle. Ever since the incident at the school gates, the atmosphere inside Nadia’s home had grown heavy and oppressive. Mother Ratna hadn't asked any questions yet, but her gaze now harbored a profound anxiety, as though she feared a terrible storm was about to break over her eldest daughter. Uncle Tono, too, prowled around more frequently, radiating an aura of intimidation that made drawing a breath inside the house feel like a luxury.

Yet for Nadia, there was no time to drown in fear. The independent entrance exam for her dream university was only hours away. She had to power through every single practice question she had scavenged from the discarded library books at school.

Nadia’s daily routine had morphed into an agonizing masterclass in time management. While her hands furiously scrubbed mountains of dirty laundry for her mother’s customers, her brain was forced to work at maximum capacity, memorizing physics formulas and dissecting English grammar structures.

"Nadia, the water's run out! Go haul another bucket from the well," Mother Ratna called out from the back.

Nadia immediately scrambled up, abandoning the washing basin. With one hand she gripped the handle of the heavy bucket, while the other clutched a crumpled sheet of practice problems. Along every step of the path to the well, she muttered answers under her breath. To her, every single second was an investment.

The moment she finished pinning the laundry across the lines, Nadia snatched up her late father’s blue bag. That pack had become the absolute center of her universe. She spread it flat across the uneven wooden floorboards, transforming it into a makeshift study desk. The slightly coarse canvas gave off a familiar texture, as if her father were propping up her books from underneath.

She possessed no proper desk, let alone a quiet room shielded from the chaos. Her younger siblings constantly darted around her, asking when Daddy was coming home or why Mommy cried so often. Nadia had to study with an acute, hyper-aware ear, sealing herself off from the noise to focus entirely on the stacks of paper covered in scribbled ink.

Whenever her hands grew weary, she would instinctively brush against the bag's fabric. She pictured her father—a man denied a higher education because he sacrificed his dreams for his family—whispering to her: Keep going, Nadia. Be the first.

By late afternoon, Nadia felt she had reached the peak of her comprehension. She felt ready. But just as dusk began to fall and she prepared to review her final chapter, the heavy, rhythmic thud of boots sounded outside. Uncle Tono.

Uncle Tono strode in, his face darker and scowlier than usual. He didn't speak a word, locking a vicious glare onto Nadia as she sat kneeling on the floor surrounded by scattered books.

"You still have the time to play with paper?" Uncle Tono snarled.

Nadia offered no reply. She kept her head bowed, fighting to suppress the violent tremor in her hands.

"I told you, tomorrow brings important guests. There's no point in you studying. You're never going anywhere from this house," Uncle Tono muttered, marching over to the old electric meter box tucked in the corner of the living room.

With a single brutal jerk, he yanked the main circuit breaker cord connecting their home to the utility pole outside.

Click!

The room plunged instantly into absolute pitch blackness. The overhead incandescent bulb snuffed out in a heartbeat. The screech of the zinc roof panels straining in the wind suddenly sounded infinitely more menacing. Mother Ratna let out a muffled shriek from the kitchen, followed immediately by the terrified cries of Nadia’s younger siblings as the darkness swallowed them whole.

"Uncle! What are you doing?!" Nadia screamed, raw fury surging up her throat.

"Electricity costs money, and you don't deserve to waste it on useless garbage!" Uncle Tono roared from the pitch, before turning on his heel and slamming the front door hard enough to rattle the wooden walls.

The house was now completely isolated in the gloom. Only the ragged, uneven breathing of her mother and siblings broke the silence. Nadia felt as though her world had been yanked backward by force into a black void. Her exam was tomorrow morning, and she hadn't yet finished the most critical section of the test material.

Nadia felt blindly across the floor with trembling hands. She found her blue bag, unzipped it, and plunged her fingers into the side pocket. Her fingers brushed against a stubby wax candle usually kept for emergencies.

She struck a match and lit the wick.

A tiny, flickering yellow flame blossomed to life, casting a pathetic pool of light directly in front of her—illuminating nothing more than a small circle atop her blue bag. The flame was agonizingly weak, nearly blown out by drafts whistling through the gaps in the wooden plank walls.

Nadia pulled herself back into a seated posture. Her face was bathed in the dancing candlelight, throwing monstrous, shifting shadows against the wooden walls. She had to study. She refused to surrender simply because of this manufactured darkness.

"Nadia, please, honey... just get some rest," Mother Ratna whispered hoarsely from the dark expanse of the room.

"No, Mom," Nadia answered in a voice remarkably calm, yet carved out of solid steel. "I have to finish this. They can cut off my electricity, but they can't cut off what's inside my head."

Nadia bowed her head, bringing her face inches from the textbook resting on the blue bag. The meager candlelight forced her eyes into tight squints, but she refused to stop. Every letter she decoded acted as fuel to keep that tiny flame alive.

She studied under conditions that defied logic. When the candle began to gutter and drip, she caught the molten wax inside a bottle cap so it wouldn't ruin her pages. She had to constantly shift her posture every few minutes whenever drafts threatened to extinguish the wick.

Outside, rain began to pour, compounding the misery of the night. Yet within that narrow, tight ring of candlelight, Nadia was building an empire of her own. She realized the true test wasn't the written exam tomorrow morning. The real test was whether she could still "see" her future in a home deliberately stripped of its hope.

That night, amidst the dancing shadows on the wall, Nadia made a sacred vow to herself: she would pass, no matter how desperately the world tried to drag her down. She would carry that light out of this house, and she swore that no one would ever be able to cut the power to her life again.

Yet, just as the candle burned down to a pathetic stub and she reached to flip the final page, a sharp rap struck her bedroom window.

It wasn't a human knock. It sounded heavy, erratic—like a thick tree branch lashing against the glass... or perhaps, someone climbing inward through the window she had locked so securely earlier that evening.

Nadia’s heart flatlined. She slowly turned her head toward the window covered by its tattered fabric curtain, catching the silhouette of a figure silhouetted against the dying embers of the flickering candle.

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