Frost Circle
17. Learning to Listen
Ring! Ring! Ring!
6:00 AM. The frozen pages of time spun back to the exact same starting point. Yet for Arif, this morning was no longer a punishing curse, but a boundless opportunity bestowed by the universe. The cramped boarding room, the whirring wall fan, and the stack of red-lined bills in the corner no longer felt like prison walls crushing his soul.
On his finger, the Frost Circle ring gleamed with a soothing, bluish-silver luster. The chill it radiated now felt completely synchronized with the serenity beginning to crystallize deep inside Arif's chest. If this time cage cursed him never to march forward into tomorrow, then Arif would use the eternity of this Thursday to tear down the emotional boundary walls he had spent years erecting between himself and his mother.
The moment the clock hands hit 6:30 AM, Arif reached straight for the cheap smartphone on the cement floor. Without hesitation, he pressed the green call button toward the most sacred contact in his life.
Click.
"Hello, Arif? Assalamualaikum, son? You're calling unusually early today? Is something wrong, son? Are you well?"
That exact same opening sentence from previous loops drifted across the line. Yet this time, Arif didn't break down sobbing into hysterical panic. He drew a deep breath, wore a profoundly genuine smile, and answered with an exceptionally soft tone.
"Waalaikumsalam, Mom. Arif is fit and well. Don't worry, Mom, Arif just missed you and wanted a long chat this morning," Arif replied, neutralizing the lingering awkwardness.
Thus began a brand-new phase in Arif's time experiments. Over the course of dozens of subsequent loops, Arif dedicated his twenty-four-hour window not to extorting Pak Malik or staging fake masquerades, but to a spiritual mission: learning to listen.
In every new loop, as his mother's memory reset to zero without retaining their previous day's conversation, Arif unfailingly called at the crack of dawn. He treated each day's repetition as an empty questionnaire sheet to dig deeper into the woman who had given him life. Arif deliberately altered conversation topics across loops, inquiring about things he had consistently refused to care about throughout all his years of migration.
On the 150th loop, Arif initiated the call by asking after his mother's physical health—a topic she always deflected with a deceptive "I'm fine."
"Mom, be honest with Arif. Does your left knee still throb when the rainy season rolls around?" Arif asked in a gently probing tone.
His mother started on the other end, her surprise palpable through the gap in her breath. "Well, how did you know, son? I never told you..."
"I'm Mom's son, of course I know," Arif lied softly. The truth was, he remembered her passing complaint from the 30th loop. Through hours of conversation during this loop, his mother finally confessed that she often hid her pain so as not to burden Arif while he was struggling to make a living in Jakarta. Arif's heart ached at the admission.
On the 155th loop, Arif steered the conversation toward his childhood. He let his mother reminisce for hours about how mischievous Arif was in primary school, how he cried all night when his old bicycle broke down, and how funny the bowl haircut she used to give him looked. Hearing her crisp, unburdened laughter chime through the phone amidst Jakarta's urban noise became the most beautiful music Arif had ever heard.
The apex of this emotional espionage quest arrived on the 162nd loop. Heavy rain had lashed Jakarta since dawn that day, creating an intensely soulful atmosphere inside Arif's room. He talked to his mother from eight in the morning straight past noon.
"Mom..." Arif whispered softly, interrupting her story about the chili plants in their backyard. "Arif wants to ask you something. How... how was it raising Arif all alone after Dad passed away?"
A prolonged silence fell across the inter-island phone line. Only the faint hiss of static interference lingered. Arif let that silence hang, granting psychological space for his mother to unlock a memory box she had kept padlocked for decades just to look strong before her child.
When her voice returned, it carried a heavier weight, echoing with tear-laden echoes of the past.
"It was so hard, Arif..." his mother whispered, her voice trembling faintly. "When your dad left, our savings were wiped out by hospital bills. Mom only had a tiny field and a few chickens. Every night, after you fell asleep, Mom would cry in the kitchen. I was terrified I couldn't afford your milk, terrified I couldn't put you through a good school..."
She spoke candidly about how she had to endure hunger just to make sure young Arif was well-fed, about brushing off neighborhood snubs looking down on a poor widow, and about the greatest fear that haunted her every time dawn broke.
"But you know, son, what kept Mom strong enough to hold on?" she asked, a hint of a smile ghosting behind the remnants of her tears.
"What, Mom?"
"Seeing you grow up healthy, seeing you make it to university, and now working in a tall building in Jakarta," she answered with a tone of pure, priceless maternal pride. "Whenever Mom felt lonely in this stilt house, I'd look at your graduation photo. Mom always called you every evening just to make sure her only son wasn't starving out in the big city. Mom knows she's nagging, always asking the same things... Mom was just... Mom was just lonely, Arif. Mom was afraid you'd forget me..."
Those words struck Arif's consciousness like a massive tidal wave. Silent tears streamed down, dampening his boarding pillow.
All these years, his urban ego had blinded his heart. He had always treated his mother's 6:00 PM calls as an exhausting nuisance. He dismissed questions like "Have you eaten yet, son?" or "How's work going?" as antiquated nagging from an old parent unfamiliar with the ruthless corporate grind of Jakarta.
Yet today, through the eternity of time granted to him to learn how to listen, Arif finally grasped the woman's perspective in its entirety. That nagging wasn't an interrogation; it was the emotional safety net of a lonely mother. It was the purest form of affection left in the world for him—asking for no three-hundred-million paydays or luxury sports cars, demanding nothing more than a little time to be heard.
"Mom..." Arif whispered, his voice raspy yet fortified with a newfound spiritual resolve. "Arif will never forget you. Thank you, Mom... Thank you for raising me."
"Yes, son. You're welcome. Alright, your phone credit will run out soon. Go back to work," she said, trying to wrap up the call with the pure joy Arif had successfully carved into her heart this Thursday.
"Yes, Mom. Assalamualaikum."
"Waalaikumsalam, son."
Click.
Arif lowered his phone onto his chest, staring up at the dim boarding room ceiling with a profound peace he had never experienced before. The lavish masquerade at the five-star hotel the other day felt flavorless and fake compared to the spiritual warmth he garnered from this morning's chat.
His soul, hardened across hundreds of loops by the frustration of frozen time, had revived, softened, and anchored itself anew. The Frost Circle ring on his finger shed a steady blue glow, as if bowing to the fresh maturity of its owner—now fully prepared to face whatever mysteries awaited him next inside this time cage.